Hurt

I've been thinking about this since last night and I think what I am most pissed off about is the fact that no one is backing me up. Especially my mom. I finally told said person that I didn't like her--I don't, why not tell her. If someone didn't like me I would want to know, and the reason's why. What gets me is that my mom and our other 'friend' that sit at the same lunch table talk shit about said person when she's not there ALL the time, but when it comes time to actually face the facts and admit it, they won't. What the fuck! What are they scared of? I already told her they talk about her--stop making me look like a liar and admit what you said. No one likes confrontation, especially me, but there does come a time when things need to be said. I've said it a 100 times today--if it were me and my daughter, I would back her 100% because she comes before any of my friends regardless of who they are. I would simply tell them that that is who she is, she is strong willed, opinionated and at times very bitchy, but she's my daughter and I love her and I'm going to have to side with her. And yes, I have said shit about you. And no I don't like to always sit with you at lunch and I think you ask to many questions and can't mind your business. Come on, how hard is it to say that? I know everyone has told me to let it go, but I can't--and I'm not going to until my mom sides with me and finally admits that said person is a bitch and that she doesn't want to have anything to do with her anymore. She has other friends, why in Gods name does she need more--and especially this one? Uck!