Thursday, May 20, 2010

:)

So the situation at hand has calmed down a bit--or so everyone thinks. I'm not going to cause any intentional trouble, I'm just not going to post anything on FB. This blog is my outlet and if I want to write and vent here I will and if people don't like it, well then, they don't have to read it. My mom finally talked to me and told me that she does support me but wished I wasn't so opinionated. And that if she tells me she doesn't like someone or something that they do or a quirk of theirs that I need to keep it between us. And I know this, and I had kept it between us for a LONG time that she didn't care for said person but I just was pushed to the breaking point of where I was either going to punch her in the throat the next time I saw her or I had to tell her "hey guess what?--my parents hate you too!" :-) Because let me tell you, that made me sooooooo much better. Knowing it was one thing, but to get it out and say it and now to have her know it---ah, sweet release! I've decided to not talk to other said person at lunch table now either. Evidentally I should have seen all along that she was two faced--but I didn't. She would say shit about said person #1 when she wasn't there, but never to her face--then when stuff like this happens she acts all buddy buddy and they form aliances, LOL. Whatever. I think it's funny--and yup I'm gonna continue to talk about them. Not at work or on work time because my union president said that would get me in trouble. But anything I say on my own time using my own computer and such is my business. And well--no names, so................. :-D
Oh, and because I do know that said persons #1 and #2 are still reading this because they are nosey as nosey can be I just want to make something clear that #1 said. She said that I was "losing friends all over the place by the things that I was doing." Um, I can't lose friends, when they weren't my friends to begin with--just as an FYI. The psycho who dated my cousin, wasn't my friend, she kept me company and filled a void when my real friends were busy. When she went psycho and drama insued I was done. Not sure who else you are talking about--never really considered #1 and #2 friends, we never did anything outside of work like friends do, never shared deep dark secrets or anything extraordinarily personal that everyone else didn't already know. So, yeah, wouldn't consider them friends. But anyway, just wanted to clarify that before you make it sound like I just make friends then throw them away, because that is NOT at all what I do. Like I've said before, I have my friends, I have had them for many many years--I intend to keep them. I don't need anymore.

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