Thursday, May 20, 2010

:)

So the situation at hand has calmed down a bit--or so everyone thinks. I'm not going to cause any intentional trouble, I'm just not going to post anything on FB. This blog is my outlet and if I want to write and vent here I will and if people don't like it, well then, they don't have to read it. My mom finally talked to me and told me that she does support me but wished I wasn't so opinionated. And that if she tells me she doesn't like someone or something that they do or a quirk of theirs that I need to keep it between us. And I know this, and I had kept it between us for a LONG time that she didn't care for said person but I just was pushed to the breaking point of where I was either going to punch her in the throat the next time I saw her or I had to tell her "hey guess what?--my parents hate you too!" :-) Because let me tell you, that made me sooooooo much better. Knowing it was one thing, but to get it out and say it and now to have her know it---ah, sweet release! I've decided to not talk to other said person at lunch table now either. Evidentally I should have seen all along that she was two faced--but I didn't. She would say shit about said person #1 when she wasn't there, but never to her face--then when stuff like this happens she acts all buddy buddy and they form aliances, LOL. Whatever. I think it's funny--and yup I'm gonna continue to talk about them. Not at work or on work time because my union president said that would get me in trouble. But anything I say on my own time using my own computer and such is my business. And well--no names, so................. :-D
Oh, and because I do know that said persons #1 and #2 are still reading this because they are nosey as nosey can be I just want to make something clear that #1 said. She said that I was "losing friends all over the place by the things that I was doing." Um, I can't lose friends, when they weren't my friends to begin with--just as an FYI. The psycho who dated my cousin, wasn't my friend, she kept me company and filled a void when my real friends were busy. When she went psycho and drama insued I was done. Not sure who else you are talking about--never really considered #1 and #2 friends, we never did anything outside of work like friends do, never shared deep dark secrets or anything extraordinarily personal that everyone else didn't already know. So, yeah, wouldn't consider them friends. But anyway, just wanted to clarify that before you make it sound like I just make friends then throw them away, because that is NOT at all what I do. Like I've said before, I have my friends, I have had them for many many years--I intend to keep them. I don't need anymore.

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Hurt

I've been thinking about this since last night and I think what I am most pissed off about is the fact that no one is backing me up. Especially my mom. I finally told said person that I didn't like her--I don't, why not tell her. If someone didn't like me I would want to know, and the reason's why. What gets me is that my mom and our other 'friend' that sit at the same lunch table talk shit about said person when she's not there ALL the time, but when it comes time to actually face the facts and admit it, they won't. What the fuck! What are they scared of? I already told her they talk about her--stop making me look like a liar and admit what you said. No one likes confrontation, especially me, but there does come a time when things need to be said. I've said it a 100 times today--if it were me and my daughter, I would back her 100% because she comes before any of my friends regardless of who they are. I would simply tell them that that is who she is, she is strong willed, opinionated and at times very bitchy, but she's my daughter and I love her and I'm going to have to side with her. And yes, I have said shit about you. And no I don't like to always sit with you at lunch and I think you ask to many questions and can't mind your business. Come on, how hard is it to say that? I know everyone has told me to let it go, but I can't--and I'm not going to until my mom sides with me and finally admits that said person is a bitch and that she doesn't want to have anything to do with her anymore. She has other friends, why in Gods name does she need more--and especially this one? Uck!

Monday, May 17, 2010

Ugh

Yup, second post of the day. Frustrated because I hate stupid people. I would really like to punch them in the face, I think that would make me feel sooooooooo much better or maybe watch them get punched in the face or even run over by a car. Hhhhhmmm--no no, dropped from a plane with no parachute onto cement. Aahhh, I'm feeling better. Deep breaths now. :) It's amazing how some people can get you so worked up just by thinking about them--there was only one other person I think that did that to me. I got over her though--I don't think I'm the only one she did it to though, there is a group of us who wish she would just slit her wrists, lol. Ok, I think my angst level is dropping. Time to make lunches for my day at the DAYCARE tomorrow :) woohoo!

Another Day at the 'DAYCARE'

People continue to humor me, and I'm lovin every single minute of it :) Let's face the facts and the reality of life. People talk about people--it's called gossip. I know people talk about me, whether they admit it or not. My friends, my family, whatever, it's fine. I talk about people too--I enjoy it. I also enjoy, immensly when someone knows I am talking about them, but can't really do anything about it. I'm not threatening or harrassing, I don't do it during work and well, I NEVER mention names. I'm excercising my right to freedom of speech to say what I want about whomever I want whenever I want :-D Can it be hurtful? Yup, at times it sure can be--but such is life, get over it. Can I be a bitch? The biggest. Am I out to make friends? Hell no. I have my friends, I don't want or need anymore. My friends know who I am and love me for it. I started this blog to keep family and friends updated on the kids and then it grew into an outlet for me to vent about stupid people that get on my nerves and I kind of like that. I also have a facebook account--I write what I'm thinking there also. And no, you don't have to 'watch what you write' if you don't want someone to see it, block them. I have a very long list of people who are blocked from my account that can't see anything I write, and I have a feeling I'm going to be adding more--nosey backstabbing fucks at work. Anyway, that's what I have to say about that today. I'm sure there will be more tomorrow because other people let things fester and brew and won't leave it alone and go and talk to everyone else about what's going on--and LIE. "I would never do anything like that" MY ASS.

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Trouble Makers

I can be a trouble maker. I have no problem admitting it. There are certain people I know I can get to by saying or doing or writing certain things, so I do--just to start trouble. But when I do it, it never jeopardizes anyones relationship with a spouse or a friend, or puts there job at risk. Now, there are other trouble makers who are out to intentionally hurt people and start shit because they think they are more important then everyone else, they're not, but that's what they think. Case in point. Someone at work was promoted--I found out about it from my MOTHER. I was at the lunch table when said person says "oh did you hear so and so made director?" I said "oh that's old news!" (being an obnoxious bitch because I can :)) She then assumed I had heard it from a friend that works in another department and went and ran her mouth and almost got my friend in trouble. I said ALMOST--she didn't. :-p Just because someone knows something WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY before you doesn't give you the right to go and try to get someone fired over it--geez, grow up! I know ALOT of stuff about work that I don't tell ANYONE, not even my Mom because I don't want this certain person to accidentally find out. I'm sure she thinks she knows, LOL, she doesn't :-)
Anyway, those are the types of trouble makers I don't like. If you want to be a bitch and do something to irk someone because you know it gets on their last nerve that's one thing--but to TRY and get someone fired--NOT cool. And quite frankly won't get you anywhere but further on my, or our, bad side.