Wednesday, February 2, 2011
Like all good things
This to must come to an end. I started this blog originally to keep up with far away family and my husband who was living in HI at the time. So they could all see the kids are they grew. Then it turned into somewhere I could write when I was lonely and missing my husband or just about our day. Then as the months and years progressed it has turned into my outlet for venting, when I'm pissed. When I'm pissed at someone, no one, the world, whatever. I log on and write. Sometimes I just write, other times I write and it's geared towards someone, or a group of people, and I do intentionally in hopes that maybe they will see it. I don't like confrontation because I'm not strong enough to be mean to peoples faces and say what I want without crying. Crying is ok, I'm not saying it's not, but not when you are trying to state your opinion or tell someone you don't like them just because, then it's a sign of weakness. So, I write, here, on my blog. And, people who I have written about have seen it. And instead of doing what I thought (and wanted, I love an argument and debate) they would do and comment on whatever blog, so we could debate, they either run to my mom or stop talking to me all together. So, I'm going to take my husbands advice seeing as I'm not getting the arguments I was looking for anyway. This is my last blog. I'm not taking it down because I'm proud of what I have written, especially some of the things about my kids and my grandparents and I enjoy looking back on them. From now on I will simply write to vent when I need to where no one else will see it. I know people talk about me behind my back, they always have, it's ok, it's a part of life that is what people do. Not sure why I'm being outcast for it.
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